Lately, I'm very not in the mood juz like I was fall into a hole and it is very difficult to get up. I think I juz know what it is like to dissapoint ur parents. Many think it is not our luck but I think it is our fate. Sometimes we are at the top of a mountain but suddenly we can fall from the mountain to the bottom. In front of people,when I was hiding my sadness or my problems, I always give a fake smile...:-) but deep in my heart I am very happy because they are very successful in their life. I am very grateful because I was born in Islam because everytime I have serious problem and dont know where and who i will share this problem, I have Allah. Allah is omniscient.
I keep praying for my future. When I was in critical situation, where I am forced to change my course in study. I did solat hajat and read Quran surah Ar-Rahman. After that, my heart feel calm juz like i dont have any problem. Alhamdulillah, the next day , I have given a second chance to correct my mistake.
Today, I read a quotes and it is very related to what just happen in my life...."Life at any time can become difficult, Life at any time can become easy. Good or bad They are seasons of life. It all depends upon how you take on life and adjust to these seasons.
Lastly, This is my own qoutes "Life is not to have gold and a lot of money ,Life is for Mardhatillah"..
