This year is the toughest year I ever had. I think all of things happened in this year I will remember forever...haha... not all things happened make me sad or stressful.. Some of it didnt... Many lessons I learnt.... I guess I become more independant now...I think it is true that the mistakes I did and the odds I faced can change a person to be more perseverence...At first , I still can overcome my stress and can make my heart feel calm. but after 2 months... I think I had mental breakdown.. I cannot sleep well..I become a silentful person.and I think too much..Im happy it is over now... I am very grateful that my parents supported me so well .... I always in touch with my friend who have the same situation as I was.. Friendship is important when you live far apart from your family..I think this is the factors that made me "bangkit" ...when I recap the moments me and my friend during the disaster time..haha..It is funny actually... we were just like huru hara .. we go watch movies in the cinema.. I think thrice on that week.. just to get rid of our confusion or problem... In the midnight, we go to KLCC and just lepak to share our opinion. and make our heart calm...during that week, I fraquently come home late...at night.. Im very grateful I met friends juz like Jack ,Raf and the others.. They concerned about us...
" Buang yg keruh, ambil yg jernih" All of bad things happened.. I will erase it from my mind....now I want to open a new chapter in my life.. Im not the old Afnan Nolhak anymore...Im a new person...
At last, in this September, I can further my studies in degree.. I already got the offer letter. I am very excited.. I cannot wait to study again.....at least for this time I can do what I didnt do last time ..such as hostel breefing..and many more... I cannot wait to see new friends...
In conclusion, dont despair and never lose hope coz Allah is always by your side. Insya Allah you will find your way...
